Friday, July 1, 2011

"Momma said there'll be days like this..."

This song has been going through my head all morning. It's just one of those days that I want to throw my hands up in the air and give up! From my work out to my appearance to my beautiful little 3 yr old.... Serenity Now!

Today was the final day of Week 2 Boot Camp. I went outside to start my sprints and my tata's just couldn't handle it, see yesterday's post! I had pumped off the pressure prior to trying to sprint and I had also read that in order to reduce my supply the ladies need very little movement and stimulation. This one I did throw the arms up and came inside! TMI....sorry.

I did however finish the rest of the workout, but man my heart just wasn't in it and my body knew it! Then I walked by my mirror and just growled at myself. My weigh has been up the past two days and I know it's just what my body is going through this week, but it's REALLY frustrating.

Then there's the girl....This one is my own fault and I'm just merely venting! You know what, I'm not going to. I'm just going to ask for your prayers for my patience and for me to be able to give her the attention she desires!

"Momma said there'll be days like this...."

4 comments:

Kimmie said...

You are a strong, beautiful woman and a great mother. We all have these days, but keep your chin up, girl, because you are going to kick some butt tomorrow. ;-) I love you and God provides more strength than we ever think possible!

Bethany said...

Thanks Kimmie! Love you and miss you...

Matt, Allison and Jade said...

We would still love to see you, three year old and all..ha! Sometime when you are on your way to the farm come see us.

Bethany said...

Allison! I think that is a great idea... We drove by on our way to Fayetteville and I was telling Erin where you lived. I'm still praying that one day we may be neighbors!